Yes. maybe im in love.
This is the first time as I admire your figure.
Never in my life, I am amazed at the figure as you.
Initially honest admiration for the other. but because of the status of our relationship feels more comfortable as a friend, made me turn to you.
This is not a temporary feeling or sense of fulfillment. This feeling of sincere for you.
To be honest there has never been a man like you that I admire. I usually easy to admire the handsome guy, punk, chic, humorous, and so forth. but you ...
I was first impressed when you bring SLR. I was easily impressed with the men carrying or using a SLR camera or sketch book. I think it will be the same feeling as the persistence of my previous feelings. but this admiration did not stop there alone. when there is an event that made my eyes fixed on your eyes. from which a sense of awe that arises.
I am impressed with your smile that looked sincerely .
I am impressed with your laughter that sounded so cheerful.
I am impressed with your intelligence visible.
I am impressed with your kindness to all.
I admire your alertness against something.
I am impressed with your readiness to handle things.
LORD. I was amazed to see you when you speak in front with ur hands in ur pockets and smiled listening to speeches from others. My lips can not stop smile because of you .
And I'm feeling more and more amazed at your private I know that others have not.
I'll wait .. is the first time someone had made me wait. My mindset changes that might make me be very impressed with you. you personally like is that I hope can help me straighten out my life purpose.
Since I knew you admire.
I never stopped smiling remember you.
I was never able to control the movement of my legs kept moving when talking to you.
I can not control my heart rate when you are approaching.
I never stop telling about you to parents and my friends.
yes. My life changed since you came
.
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. I need some time to convince myself to admiration to you. until finally I believe. people like you is what I need.
lagi ngeliatin ikan di akuarium:
ada salah satu ikan yg plg beda warna dan jenisnya .
ukurannya plg kcl jd dia srg didorong2 ama yg lain .
tp dia berusaha utk kuat dan ngobrol ama tmn2 raksasanya *mgkn dgn meyertakan bercandaannya yg konyol*
dia terlihat kikuk dan menyendiri ketika tmn2 raksasa sejenis lainnya berkumpul .
KASIHAN
mungkin itulah saya ketika di jurusan saya pertama kali . saya kikuk . bingung . krn itu pertama kalinya saya menjadi anak tunggal dalam kelas, dewasa ini .
perasaan canggung dan bingung berebut suara dalam kepala . mereka seakan berlomba lomba memakan hati dan perasaan saya seperti ketika lomba makan mie instant dalam event agustusan .
melihat pengalaman beradaptasi saya yang OVER . ttp aja ada perasaan bingung dan canggung . kebiasaan yang saya lakukan ketika ada di dalam kelas baru adalah
-bernyanyi dlm hati BELUM peduli apa yg org katakan
-berbisik dalam hati SIAPA MRK
-memainkan mainan apapun yang ada dlm tas saya *can't live without a toy*
inilah sepenggal celetukan tman2 saya ketika pertama kali melihat saya masuk dalam kelas .
*saat SMP saya dipanggil nenek krn silsilah 'keluarga' yg dibikin tman2*
"pertama kali liat kamu ya nek .. sumpah rasanya ni orang sombong bt yah"
"kamu tu pertama kalinya keliatan belagu bgt . SUMPAH"
"pertama kamu datang aku mikir ni orang kayaknya jutek+jahat bgt deh"
"pertama liat depol aku bilang 'aku gag mau temenan ama dia ah"
"dll"
jujur saya shock *sampe jantung saya ketelisut dmn gt* . saya tdk bermaksud sm skl bersikap demikian . muka saya ketika diam katanya terlalu meyeramkan padahal menurut yang saya liat setiap pagi di kaca, TIDAK lo .
langkah pertama saya ketika masuk dlm kls br adalah menanyakan nama+asal teman kiri kanan depan blkg . selebihnya tetap saja saya melupakan itu semua . yg pntg bersikap manis itu penting .
kedua, pasang senyum semanis mgkn *terbukti manjur ktk ada senior yg mendekat* senyum menimbulkan aura positif yg enk diliat .
ketiga,jgn takut dan ragu memulai obrolan *walaupun konyol* bagaimanapun juga mereka temanmu .
sampai skrg saya tdk bs menyembuhkan penyakit kekonyolan saya . sudah saya kelilingi perpustakaan dunia ttg kepribadian, ttp aja saya bgn adanya .
kesandung portal . jatuhin selusin helm di parkiran . salah msk kls . ngobrol ama mainan koleksi saya . idung nempel cowok lewat yang wangi . itu indikasi ringan penyakit saya .
kesan tman2 setelah kenal saya,tman2 kuliah blm disertakan dsn krn mrk blm mempunyai kesan trhdp saya*mungkin*
-yah ternyata orangnya begini . mo naksir jadi gak jadi
-sumpah pgn bgt nyiksa mukamu klo lg diem
-yeala pol . ternyata begini hidupmu tak kiro medeni ..
-uripmu poll . nggawe loro weteng *cr di kamus utk keterangan selengkapnya*
sampai hr ini perkembangan bersosialisasi saya di kuliah ada kemajuan yaitu saya bisa bertindak, berpikir, berbicara, berpendapat, dan bermain sebagai diri saya sendiri *blm all out sih* bukan sbg teman baru yg mrk knl dgn segala kekikukannya*walaupun hny kpd sebagian orang blm seluruhnya*
semoga pengalaman saya bersosialisasi menambah motivasi anda untuk mengenal sekitar anda dgn cara yg berbeda .
2 hari ini saya terkena serangan melamun dahsyat . ada kalanya muka saya yang sudah mirip demit*tanpa bermaksud menyinggung jurusan tertentu*,semakin terlihat demit 2 hr terakhir ini .
lagi jalan,makan,sampai boker sekalipun pasti ngelamun dan pasang tampang 'pinter' .
beberapa saat waktu lagi ngelamun di masjid kampus . saya tersadar . saya kesepian . saya memang sudah dapat keluarga baru di PWK . hanya saja ada beberapa hal yg blm saya dapatkan secara maksimal disini .
ada perhatian . bercandaan . tingkah mereka berbeda dgn 'keluarga' saya yang lain . bagaimanapun juga saya teramat sangat rindu teman2 high school saya .
ada kalanya saya rindu masa2 ketika:
-tas saya penuh sampah setiap pulang sekolah
-kerudung saya penuh coretan spidol
-muka saya yang timbuk jerawat karena dicoret spidol papan
-kaos kaki saya yang jadi tidak bermerk*upss* setelah dijatoin ke got
-binder+tepak saya yang udah gag berwujud setelah dicoret2
-dll
*cerita ini ditulis bkn bemaksud menceritakan saya bahagia digituin*
perhatian 'berlebih' itu yang saya rindukan dr mrk .
g ad lg yg blg 'eh ank baru' sewaktu saya memakai kerudung baru .
g ad lg yg ngejedotin kepala ke tembok ktk ngelamun di kls .
g ad lg yg merekam penyiksaan2 saya .
g ad lg air kencing naga .
g ad lg 'signature asing' di binder saya .
g ad lg yg motoin muka nganga saya ktk tidur di kls .
g ad lg yg naroh sepatu saya di atap kelas .
dll .
wowowo MISS THOSE MOMENT so much .
rindu tman2 high school PARAH .
*heran knp di tls ini tdk ad lelucon yg lucu??krn saya plg sensitif soal friendship. mav*
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